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Learning how to love and how to live by His example.

December 18, 2007

Filed under: Uncategorized — esperanza425 @ 6:03 pm

ENGLISH -my worst subject of all time. I don’t like to admit that sometimes because you’d think that since it’s my first language and I am pretty good at writing essays, that I would be good at English. Well, I’m not. The English they teach at my school should be called “reading” because way more than half of it consists of reading a novel and answering questions. Comprehension is not my forte. This is how crazy my teacher is: We had to read this novel and not ONE TIME did we discuss it in class (honestly, no joke.) So, the time for the test comes around and of course all the people in her class are just as confused as can be–”what could possibly be on this test?” Then she passes out a 8 page packet that is divided into boxes of all sizes..some are titled “author background info”, “quotes”, “symbols”, etc. She tells the class that this is our test and we must work in groups of 4 to do it. When everyone gets their grades back, I promise you I did not see one grade below an A. To bring this full circle–this book was on the exam today–however information on an actual test we had previously that she TOLD our class would be on the exam, wasn’t there at all. The test was easy, if that makes this situation any better, but for me it doesn’t. To me it’s not important on whether or not this test was easy, it’s important that this teacher is to prepare me for more difficult learning in the future, and the only thing I have learned is to not believe everything she says. Maybe there is a deeper life lesson I am missing from all of this. If you find it, let me know, please.

Today seems like it’s going to be pretty much the same as yesterday: studying and boredom.

“My name is written on His Heart.”

I wish I could write something you would enjoy reading.

 

Vida December 18, 2007

Filed under: Uncategorized — esperanza425 @ 12:44 am

Today has been pretty bland. I sang for an hour and thirty minutes and then I drew a picture for an hour and thirty minutes. Oh the joy of pointless classes in school. Well, not choir, because I absolutely love to sing. Then I came home, watched almost all of Shawshank Redemption(I know, I know I’ll finish it tomorrow) and then I went bowling for the team. I did pretty well–bowled a 15o, ha, which is decent for me. Look, I tried.

My best friend is moving away soon. I will miss you and your family more than I can express in this blog, and more than I could say to you–and I know you have already heard alot. All I have is love for you and your family.

I really have too much time on my hands lately, I think I was meant to have a job. Exams are this week and I should definitley be studying. (sigh)

God is the same yesterday, today, and forever. -Sometimes I can say that statement and it won’t mean anything to me, but lately, it has meant everything to me. All these changes, but one thing will always remain the same.

I really enjoy typing how I feel more than writing, haha..laziness! That’s almost what I am fully made of. Except, I have really aquired a liking to running. It’s amazing. No matter how fast or slow I am, it’s good to get out and jog (I should say, cause if you saw me, you wouldn’t call it running-which I am content with) I need to play tennis. The season is about to start and I haven’t really been playing a lot.

I have been looking into www.mercyships.org alot lately–really trying to find where God is leading me, because as of now, all I know is that I am going to be a nurse. It is a good start, cause it will occupy the next 4 years of my life, but just knowing that I can reach out to people in other countries and give them FREE medical care, is outstanding. What I have wanted to do for a while now. I love to love and I can’t wait for the day when school doesn’t restrict me to a certain city or a certain area. I can’t wait to be free? No, that might be a little extreme, I just can’t wait to do what I want. I can’t wait to stop learning..haha. No true, I love to learn, but school is a bummer.

“..Put your hope in God..” Psalm 42:5 –If you were wondering where the name came from.

I guess this is it for now–good for a first post-ha. I’ll have a really good story tomorrow.

“May the vision of You be the death of me”