You might be my favorite. July 19, 2008

Camp is still going. Yesterday I had never wanted to be back in Clinton more. I was just wiped out. I love camp..I really do–I was just tired. So, it has definitely been great to catch up with friends and to relax. Sleep.

We had an awesome water balloon fight between the staff at camp. Somehow it ended with me in two guys arms being thrown into the lake. As much as I didn’t want to be in the snake infested waters, I had an awesome time. I love da staff.

I don’t know what to expect with college. I hope it’s awesome.

I’m still tired. I should probably go running. Or do laundry.

It would be tight if I could see you.

I think you’re my favorite.

Open-Minded July 4, 2008

Someone once relayed a message to me that someone told them they really didn’t like me because they though I was close-minded and they said that I thought I knew everything about God.

Well, my friends..this is not true. Actually–it’s exactly opposite. I will admit to you every second of every day that I can’t even fathom knowing everything about God..It almost seems impossible to me to know everything about Him. However..that’s the fun in my relationship with Him. It’s always a mystery..there’s always things to learn.

I think at some point in my early teens I became very close-minded. It’s a terrible mindset to have. I still struggle with it, but honestly, I don’t believe I am that close-minded anymore. I don’t really know how to deal with certain situations or certain people in a positive way sometimes..but that doesn’t mean I am close-minded? Right? I think so. I wish you could understand me so that you didn’t have to talk trash about me to other people. If that’s what floats your boat though..go ahead. I’ll love you anyway.

Camp Rainbow was this week and it was fun..really draining(again) but fun My camper’s name was Ms. Bessie Holdeman. She was a sweet lady..her communication skills weren’t that great, but she was really positive about stuff and she loved to dance thanks to all the guys and girls that took the time to dance with her.

I’m ready to be back at camp. It might be a comfort thing. Bubble? I don’t know..maybe. The world isn’t as easy as camp is though. That’s the transition I have to grasp and embrace. And do it in a positive way.

I watched the Borne Identity today..it was awesome. I’m watching the second(supremacy) tonight.

I love you guys. Hope you have been good.

I’m sorry to those I have hurt by seeming close-minded.

I will forever work on being: Open-Minded.